May Get-Together
I was a bit more organised for today’s get-together and brought my own cottage cheese. I’d decided not to arrive feeling hungry and risk “grazing”, so had my main meal at lunchtime before leaving — this proved a good tactic. The hosts supplied food which was served at 6pm and I was pleased to discover their cheese and tomato pizza was only 342 cals per 1/3 serving. That together with the cottage cheese proved not to be very filling, so by 10pm this evening, I was peckish again. I’ve just bought some half-fat Red Leicester and thought I’d try it at 80 cals per 30g — it tasted good and hit the spot! :-)
| Breakfast | Porridge + skimmed milk | 174 |
|---|---|---|
| Lunch | Low-fat chicken biriyani | 382 |
| Dinner | 2 slices pizza | 342 |
| Cottage cheese and chives | 105 | |
| Snack | 40g slice of half-fat cheese | 106 |
| Drinks | 1 cup of tea | 10 |
| Light Oasis + 0 cal bevs | 16 | |
| Total Calories | 1,135 | |
Day 146: Lime and purple
12:30pm Cheese and turkey salad sandwich + mandarin + tea
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| hamisha cucumber | 5 | 0.3 | 0.7 | 0.1 | 0.3 |
| red chilli | 10 | 0.5 | 1.8 | 0.0 | 0.4 |
| lettuce | 15 | 0.7 | 2.2 | 0.0 | 1.5 |
| Quorn turkey-style slices w/cranberry | 29 | 3.8 | 2.1 | 0.7 | 1.0 |
| corn relish | 32 | 0.3 | 7.6 | 0.1 | 0.3 |
| mandarin | 37 | 0.6 | 9.3 | 0.2 | 1.3 |
| half-fat cheddar cheese | 65 | 7.7 | 0.0 | 3.8 | 0.0 |
| stoneground wholemeal bread | 129 | 6.2 | 22.3 | 1.7 | 4.8 |
| Total | 323 | 20 | 46 | 6 | 10 |
2:15pm Tinned tomatoes with herbs and capers
Quite hungry but going out soon and so needed something filling but low calorie.
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| capers | 4 | 0.4 | 0.4 | 0.1 | 1.8 |
| extra virgin olive oil | 16 | 0.0 | 0.0 | 1.8 | 0.0 |
| tinned tomatoes | 68 | 4.0 | 11.6 | 0.4 | 2.8 |
| Total | 88 | 4 | 12 | 2 | 5 |
6:30pm Pizza, quiche, coleslaw and salad + mandarin + diet Coke
At the May net meet. Arrived after 3pm, food planned for 6pm. I took a mandarin to ward off any hunger pangs before 6pm. Instead I had it as my pudding while the non-dieters were enjoying their chocolate desserts.
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| mandarin | 37 | 0.6 | 9.3 | 0.2 | 1.3 |
| dressed salad* | 49 | 0.4 | 1.2 | 4.6 | 0.8 |
| coleslaw* | 100 | 1.0 | 8.7 | 7.5 | 0.0 |
| quiche | 155 | 4.2 | 10.2 | 10.9 | 0.8 |
| pizza | 171 | 8.3 | 23.4 | 5.0 | 2.0 |
| Total estimated* | 512 | 15 | 53 | 28 | 5 |
9:30pm Apple, cottage cheese and fake meat + pint of fizzy squash
I was very hungry on the way home and ate immediately on getting in. I felt foolish after eating, wondering what all the fuss (panic) was about.
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| balsamic vinegar | 6 | 0.0 | 1.4 | 0.0 | 0.0 |
| Quorn turkey-style slices w/cranberry | 44 | 5.7 | 3.1 | 1.0 | 1.6 |
| cottage cheese w/ onion & chives | 72 | 11.0 | 5.1 | 1.3 | 0.2 |
| apple | 75 | 0.0 | 20.6 | 0.0 | 4.7 |
| Total | 197 | 17 | 30 | 2 | 6 |
The day’s totals:
| Day 146 | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Brunch | 323 | 20 | 46 | 6 | 10 |
| Snack | 88 | 4 | 12 | 2 | 5 |
| Dinner | 512 | 15 | 53 | 28 | 5 |
| Snack | 197 | 17 | 30 | 2 | 6 |
| Other drinks | 100 | ||||
| Total | 1,220 | 56 | 141 | 39 | 26 |
| 20% | 50% | 31% | |||
| Allowance | 1,200 | 75 – 105g 25 – 35% |
120 – 165g 40 – 55% |
33 – 40g 25 – 30% |
|
Saturday Update Early
Theoretically I said I would take weekends off – but today was the first day I felt hungry and I suspected I’d make a real pig of myself without any controls. Also, my boyfriends diet doesn’t allow for weekends off (it has a low carb component so he needs to stay in ketosis) and it seems a bit mean to be living it up while he’s struggling to stay on the diet.
Also, I have a macaroon hidden in the cigarette drawer and I wanted to see if I could possibly justify eating it.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Lunch | Ciabatta bread | 406 |
| ham | 130 | |
| cream cheese | 166 | |
| lettuce and tomato | 20 | |
| Sub-total | 722 | |
| Dinner | Pork Tenderloin | 339 |
| Vegetable Tortellini | 143 | |
| cream | 93 | |
| Parmesan cheese | 25 | |
| Roasted Potatos | 150 | |
| Sub-total | 750 | |
| Total | 1,472 | |
Late night addition of 8g dark chocolate – 40 calories. A shame really as that takes me over the 1,500 mark!
Fly-by Friday
I made this Korean soup for lunch but I made it with chard (of course). I had a leftover grilled hamburger from the other day so I broke that up and just fried it very briefly with the garlic and onion, so I was able to use less oil. On the other hand, I upped the calories by using chicken broth instead of water. My version worked out at about 350 calories for a really big portion, which I ate for lunch with left-overs that I had as a starter at dinner time.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Lunch | Chard Soup | 350 |
| Sub-total | 350 | |
| Dinner | Fillet steak | 381 |
| beans | 101 | |
| salad | 20 | |
| olive oil | 40 | |
| Sub-total | 542 | |
| Snack | Cottage cheese | 90 |
| Teas with honey | 64 | |
| Sub-total | 154 | |
| Total | 1,046 | |
I spent half the day in bed so I have to admit there was no real temptation to eat more. I am feeling a bit better today though (and hungry!)
Rich Spinach Soup (Ginchang Sigumchi Kuk)
Rich Spinach Soup
- 1/2 lb fresh spinach
- 1 scallion
- 1 garlic clove
- 1 Tbs sesame oil
- 1/2 lb ground beef
- 1 tsp soy sauce
- 1 dash pepper
- 4 cups water
1 Wash the spinach thoroughly, then trim off the thick stems. Chop the scallion and mince the garlic.
2 Heat the sesame oil in a heavy-bottomed pot. Brown the ground beef, separating the particles while stir-frying. Add the scallion, garlic, soy sauce, salt and pepper and stir-fry for 30 seconds. Add the water, then the spinach. Bring the soup to a boil, then lower the flame. Place a tight-fitting lid on the pot. Do not remove the cover until soup is ready to be served. Simmer for 10 minutes.
3 This recipe yields 4 servings.
(originally taken from http://soar.berkeley.edu/recipes/ethnic/korean which isn’t there any more)
Mum’s birthday bash
Thursday
Drove to Devon for my mum’s 80th birthday, taking Emma and her boyfriend. I had to borrow David’s little Peugeot as my car’s a 2-seater. Getting up at 5:30am, I ate a yoghurt before I left, and had a snack on the way. We arrived mid-morning, but didn’t tuck into the extensive buffet that my sister put together (she’s in catering so it looked very professional), until 1:30pm. She’d made the birthday cake — a huge delicious-looking home-made passion cake with cream-cheese and whipped cream icing that everyone said was amazing! I didn’t eat much, saving myself for the formal dinner that evening, but found it hard not to ‘graze’ in the afternoon (indulging in a few doritos and cashew nuts). At the dinner, I passed up the starter. The main course was a choice of chicken in a cream sauce or roast beef, so I went for the latter, with veggies. Desserts were a choice of toffee icecream, strawberry pavlova or profiteroles. I decided to indulge. I thought it would be sickly, but the choux bun was light, the whipped cream filling didn’t seem to have sugar with it, and the chocolate sauce wasn’t the ganache I expected, but rather a very light and runny milk chocolate sauce that looked and tasted like slightly thickened hot chocolate!
| Breakfast | Yoghurt | 70 |
|---|---|---|
| Snack | 2 “Eat Natural” bite-sized mini-bars | 300 |
| Lunch | Bread | 300 |
| Garlic sausage | 80 | |
| Nuts and potato chips | 250 | |
| Dinner | Roast beef + veg | 450 |
| Profiterole | 300 | |
| Drinks | 2 cups of tea + various 0 cal bevs | 20 |
| Total Calories | 1,770 | |
Friday
Staying in a hotel, I had the accompanying breakfast, although stuck to the continental, rather than cooked. We left at 1pm without eating, as none of us were hungry. The journey home up the M5/M4 through Friday afternoon traffic was horrendous and took 5 hours (not including stops). We did a whistle-stop visit (half an hour!) at a retail outlet at Swindon getting there at 3:30pm and had something to eat, but because it was late, there wasn’t much of a selection to choose from. When I dropped off Emma at nearly 7pm, I was so exhausted by the arduous stop-start drive (my legs and knees were aching, leaving me wishing David’s car was an automatic with cruise control!) that I had to rest before I could continue the last mile in my own car home! I had no appetite so just had a snack and had to go to bed at 10pm!
| Breakfast | Toast + jam | 200 |
|---|---|---|
| Cereal | 150 | |
| Yoghurt | 100 | |
| Snack | 2 “Eat Natural” bite-size mini bars | 300 |
| Pringles | 250 | |
| Fresh pineapple chunks | 70 | |
| Lunch | Slice of cheese pizza | 400 |
| Dinner | 3 crispbreads + ex low-fat cream cheese | 150 |
| Drinks | 1 cup of tea + various 0 cal bevs | 10 |
| Total Calories | 1,630 | |
Weighty retrospective
For a couple of months, I’ve been planning this weighty retrospective – a photo for each year of my life – to see how my weight has changed.
I found more than one suitable photo for some years whilst none for a handful of years. Many of these are photos I’d otherwise not have shared but they’re all part of the story of how I’ve looked over the years. The thumbnails link to the full photo on Flickr.
It was after doing this that I realised how daunting my diet was, as I have 30 years of over-eating to undo.


















































































































