Quiet day
I wonder why it is that the Rachel organic low-fat yoghurt is 125 calories per 150g pot, but the regular low-fat yoghurt from work is 75 calories. I’ve noticed this in Sainsbury’s too. Their “Taste the Difference” low-fat yoghurt is 70 calories but their organic low-fat yoghurt is also 125 calories. Weird.
| Breakfast | 2 sausages | 150 |
|---|---|---|
| Yoghurt | 125 | |
| Sub-total | 275 | |
| Lunch | Chicken leg | 180 |
| Broccoli + red cabbage | 100 | |
| Sub-total | 280 | |
| Dinner | 150g chicken | 190 |
| Stir fry veg | 39 | |
| 2 tbsp Kikkoman’s teriyaki marinade | 80 | |
| 1 tsp olive oil | 40 | |
| Sub-total | 349 | |
| Snack | 30g honey roast cashews | 188 |
| Sub-total | 188 | |
| Total Calories | 1,092 | |
Day 158: Dark clouds
1pm Cheese and coleslaw sandwich + mandarin + tea
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| lettuce | 8 | 0.4 | 1.3 | 0.0 | 0.8 |
| extra-light mayonnaise | 20 | 0.1 | 2.4 | 1.2 | 0.1 |
| mandarin | 37 | 0.6 | 9.3 | 0.2 | 1.3 |
| high-fibre wholemeal bread | 69 | 3.2 | 12.4 | 0.7 | 2.0 |
| coleslaw | 71 | 4.6 | 8.8 | 1.9 | 1.7 |
| half-fat cheddar cheese | 83 | 9.9 | 0.0 | 4.8 | 0.0 |
| stoneground wholemeal bread | 106 | 5.1 | 18.3 | 1.4 | 4.0 |
| Total | 395 | 24 | 52 | 10 | 10 |
4:15pm Coleslaw with cottage cheese and prunes + pint of fizzy squash
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| tomato | 15 | 0.6 | 2.7 | 0.3 | 1.0 |
| semi-dried prunes w/stones | 63 | 1.1 | 14.3 | 0.2 | 3.3 |
| cottage cheese w/pineapple | 86 | 9.0 | 9.4 | 1.2 | 0.3 |
| coleslaw | 149 | 9.6 | 18.3 | 3.9 | 3.5 |
| Total | 314 | 20 | 45 | 6 | 8 |
7:15pm Aubergine and cucumber with sweet chilli sauce + new potatoes + pint of fizzy squash
A second day of worry. I am weary of it. Not serious – I’ll get over it – I just want it out of my head, but I realised while eating this meal that perhaps I was deliberately wallowing to punish myself.
As a result, I had some insight into what I have referred to in the past here as kamikaze eating. I cooked a whole aubergine in too much oil. I couldn’t be bothered to weigh and store half and so I decided to eat the lot. I had also boiled my Abel & Cole new potatoes to go with Frank’s black pudding and had a few even though I knew I had more than enough on my dinner (not side) plate already.
Kamikaze eating is where you knowingly eat too much to feel bad afterwards. On the face of it, the food’s supposed to make you feel better, but it is actually tied in with feelings of failure and the inevitable shitty feeling afterwards. Realising this now might help me deal with it better next time.
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| extra-light Flora spread | 6 | 0.2 | 0.0 | 0.5 | 0.0 |
| cucumber | 17 | 0.6 | 3.9 | 0.2 | 0.6 |
| sweet chilli sauce | 47 | 0.1 | 11.6 | 0.0 | 0.0 |
| fat-free yoghurt | 69 | 12.0 | 4.1 | 0.2 | 0.0 |
| aubergine | 88 | 3.7 | 20.9 | 0.7 | 12.5 |
| new potatoes | 95 | 2.1 | 21.9 | 0.1 | 2.0 |
| rapeseed oil | 132 | 0.0 | 0.0 | 14.7 | 0.0 |
| Total | 454 | 19 | 62 | 16 | 15 |
And now I am feeling uncomfortably stuffed. Mission accomplished. :-/
| Day 158 | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | 395 | 24 | 52 | 10 | 10 |
| Lunch | 314 | 20 | 45 | 6 | 8 |
| Dinner | 454 | 19 | 62 | 16 | 15 |
| Other drinks | 100 | ||||
| Total | 1,263 | 63 | 160 | 32 | 33 |
| 21% | 54% | 25% | |||
| Allowance | 1,200 | 75 – 105g 25 – 35% |
120 – 165g 40 – 55% |
33 – 40g 25 – 30% |
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(I know too much about food to go overboard too much – it’s the intent of kamikaze eating that is unhrealthy.)
Wednesday
Cliff was complaining that he didn’t see the point in soup. Why not have the same food but without stewing it and then drink extra water. The main argument I came up with is that steamed/boiled vegetables are boring but soup – with chicken broth and chiles and spices and everything melding together – is interesting. But that doesn’t explain why I am happier with a much lower calorie count when it’s soup. Maybe I should be drinking more water.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | Cottage cheese | 180 |
| 50g grapes | 35 | |
| Sub-total | 215 | |
| Lunch | Soba Salad | 220 |
| 1 large egg | 75 | |
| 30g ham | 35 | |
| rice spice | 5 | |
| Sub-total | 335 | |
| Snack | 10g chocolate | 50 |
| Sub-total | 50 | |
| Dinner | Pork soup | 110 |
| Noodles | 100 | |
| Sub-total | 210 | |
| Snack | celery | 16 |
| light laughing cow cheese | 81 | |
| Sub-total | 97 | |
| Total | 907 | |
Edit: forgot that I’ve been taking photos!

Weekly Weigh-In
The scale is being a bit weird – under certain circumstances, it’ll suddenly jump up in weight (as in, step off and step on again) and then keep that weight consistently until I get bored. Then I check again the next day and it’s dropped down again. I’m trying to narrow it down – positioning? internal lubrication? No idea. Anyway, as a result I’ve been weighing myself every morning this week to feel confident about the results – almost a kilo lost!
Meanwhile, food. Arranging things around a steak was easier than I thought it would be.L
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | Yogurt | 69 |
| Sub-total | 69 | |
| Lunch | 150g chickpeas, cooked | 179 |
| 50g light yogurt | 35 | |
| 5g pickled jalapeno | 1 | |
| cumin and mixed spices | 5 | |
| 1 large tomato | 33 | |
| 1 small carrot | 21 | |
| Lettuce | 25 | |
| Juice of 1/2 lime | 10 | |
| Sub-total | 309 | |
| Dinner | Steak | 350 |
| Potato | 149 | |
| Corn | 90 | |
| Cheese | 30 | |
| Sub-total | 619 | |
| Dessert | Yogurt | 119 |
| Milky Coffee | 50 | |
| Sub-total | 169 | |
| Total | 1,166 | |
Oops – I meant to post this and somehow missed it! This is Food for Tuesday!
Day 157: Stressed out
I was in London to give a training session today. I didn’t have time to eat breakfast before I left and made two sandwiches to eat, one on the way and one at lunch.
9:45am Ham salad sandwich
2:15pm Ham salad sandwich
| 2 sandwiches | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| lettuce | 10 | 0.5 | 1.6 | 0.0 | 1.0 |
| Quorn ham-style slices | 40 | 5.8 | 2.3 | 0.8 | 2.1 |
| extra-light Philadelphia soft cheese | 47 | 5.0 | 2.1 | 2.0 | 0.2 |
| high-fibre wholemeal bread | 276 | 13.0 | 49.4 | 2.9 | 7.8 |
| Total | 373 | 24 | 55 | 6 | 11 |
4:20pm Lime meringue pie + tea @ Carluccio’s
This was comfort food as I had two major sources of stress today and wanted something nice. I met up with a friend after the training session and we sat at an outside table to catch up.
To estimate calories, I’ve used the info for the most calorific lemon meringue pie on calorie-count.com applied to a third of an 8″ slice: 606 calories. Since a small individual pie has more pastry than in a slice, this figure doesn’t seem unreasonable.
9:50pm Spinach with coleslaw + pint of fizzy squash
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| cooked spinach | 58 | 7.2 | 9.1 | 0.0 | 5.5 |
| coleslaw | 83 | 5.4 | 10.2 | 2.2 | 1.9 |
| Total | 140 | 13 | 19 | 2 | 7 |
Pedometer: 12,800 steps (4.8 miles)
| Day 157 | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | 186 | 12 | 28 | 3 | 6 |
| Lunch | 186 | 12 | 28 | 3 | 6 |
| Snack | 606 | 3 | 107 | 20 | 3 |
| Dinner | 140 | 13 | 19 | 2 | 7 |
| Other drinks | 100 | ||||
| Total | 1,219 | 40 | 181 | 27 | 21 |
| 14% | 64% | 22% | |||
| Allowance | 1,200 | 75 – 105g 25 – 35% |
120 – 165g 40 – 55% |
33 – 40g 25 – 30% |
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