Day 9 – Where Did The Willpower Come From?
Okay, I’m guessing this isn’t going to last, but it’s amazing how much knowing that someone else will be reading what you’re eating makes you reign yourself in. Today wasn’t categorized so much by what I ate, but more what I didn’t when I had the opportunity to, if that makes any sense. So I’m proud of me.
Plus, it gives me another light calorie day which I’m hoping to keep up all week as I’m going for a meal and drinks out with friends on Saturday evening – something I haven’t done in about 6 months so I’m fully intending to take that night completely off dieting. So having a light week at least minimizes that impact. I hope.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | BREAD White, Toasted | 159 |
| Butter salted | 36 | |
| Cup of Tea | 49 | |
| MARMALADE Orange, Shredless, Average | 26 | |
| Total | 270 | |
I still need to work on my breakfasts. The main problem is I’ve got into a cycle of taking in a lot of cals the evening before so I’m not really hungry in the morning. Plus, I’m not really awake, so breakfast becomes what’s easy (in this case, what hubby happens to place in front of me). At least, though, I’m getting better at having something for breakfast, which is an improvement.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Lunch | Salad (tomatoes, lettuce, cucumber, grapes and carrot) | 18 |
| Jacobs CRACKERS Cream | 101 | |
| Butter salted | 36 | |
| Cheese cheddar | 40 | |
| Tesco DRESSING French | 44 | |
| Tropicana SMOOTHIE – Strawberry & Banana | 135 | |
| Total | 374 | |
A really nice lunch – I enjoyed every mouthful and felt pleasantly full at the end. Smoothies get a bad rep these days, but they feature a lot at lunchtime for me because a) I don’t really enjoy eating fruit and it’s an easy way to get some vitamins and b) I feel quite full, they satisfy my sweet tooth and I don’t end up reaching for snacks in the afternoon so much.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Afternoon Tea | Cup of Tea | 49 |
| Total | 49 | |
Look, no biscuits! But then it was swimming night, so early dinner.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Dinner | OIL Olive, Average | 43 |
| Sainsbury’s BREAD Garlic, Baguette | 223 | |
| Homemade 15min Pasta Sauce | 92 | |
| CONCHIGLIE Cooked, Average | 228 | |
| Total | 586 | |
HOW MUCH FOR THREE PIECES OF GARLIC BREAD?!! Still… they were veeeery nice. Worth every last calorie.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Late | Latte (homemade) | 161 |
| Cadbury HOT CHOCOLATE Instant Break | 119 | |
| Total | 280 | |
I used to buy a latte from the shop every week when my son went swimming, but they were expensive and the shop would randomly close early so I would miss out. Making it at home and transferring in a one-cup thermos is so much cheaper, and I made a smaller portion too so it was more diet friendly while still being a treat.
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Exercise | Exercise Bike (30 mins) | -313 |
| Total | -313 | |
Other exercise I also did today but didn’t count (partially because it’s hard to work out the calories burned and partially because I feel they should be part of my “normal” activity levels): doing some heavy weeding of the patio area and using stairs instead of lifts and escalators while shopping in town.
So drumroll for the final scores on the doors…
| Meal | Food | Drink | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | Toast, marmalade and tea | 270 |
| Lunch | Crackers, cheese, salad and smoothie | 374 |
| Afternoon Tea | Cup of Tea | 49 |
| Dinner | Pasta, pasta sauce and garlic bread | 586 |
| Late | Latte and hot chocolate | 280 |
| Exercise | Exercise Bike | -313 |
| Total | 1,246 | |
Woo hoo, go me! Best of all, I enjoyed everything I ate – had fairly healthy meals but still had treats thrown in and don’t feel particularly hungry or hard done by.
Things I didn’t eat today, but would have done normally: while in town I resisted Lakeland’s licorice and the lovely smell wafting from the bakers, I also didn’t have a packet of hula hoops to keep the kids company after swimming (the latter being a particularly herculean effort).
Dangerous waters lie ahead though. I’m currently making a plum crumble for tomorrow (I accidentally ordered 8 punnets of plums instead of 8 plums in the shopping and I’m trying to find uses for them – going to try my hand at plum jam I think) – I just worked out the calories assuming there’s 6 portions in there… 457 cals per portion… and that’s before custard. Noooooooooo……
Seafood Curry Yum!
| Breakfast | Pepper pizza slice | 200 |
|---|---|---|
| 1/2 cappucino (skinny) | 35 | |
| lunch | Pesto and tomatoes on bread | 250? |
| bite of Lucy’s dinner (sausage) | 50? | |
| Dinner | Seafood Korma | 386 |
| Rice | 81 | |
| 1 glass white wine | 78 | |
| Dessert | Sainsbury’s Econo Choc-ice | 68 |
| Total Calories | 1,148 | |
Shrinking people
I realised something recently: I’ve never known anyone who, over a period of months, has lost significant weight.
I have never seen someone in a state of physical transition in the same way I am going through. It must actually be a bit weird to see me decrease in size if you only see me a few times a year.
And then I got to thinking that I don’t actually know very many fat people. My mother is very big (at the end of my diet, she’ll be more than twice my weight) plus a woman and a couple of guys I know through work are big. I can’t think of anyone else.
In the same way that I walk into a room full of people and realise that I’m the only non-white person, I also invariably notice that I’m the only person who’s overweight and that has not been a nice feeling.
I reckon that there are some places in America that such a scenario would sound alien.
Day 240: Sun-dried tomatoes
1:45pm Cottage cheese salad + apple + tea
No olive oil. I would never have imagined that I’d have a salad with no olive oil, but 5ml of oil isn’t discernible in my big salads and I’d rather use the 40+ calories elsewhere.
| 1 serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| spring onion | 11 | 0.6 | 2.5 | 0.1 | 0.9 |
| lemon juice | 12 | 0.2 | 4.1 | 0.0 | 0.2 |
| tomato | 19 | 0.8 | 3.3 | 0.3 | 1.3 |
| lettuce | 21 | 1.1 | 2.4 | 0.7 | 1.3 |
| sun-dried tomatoes | 22 | 0.7 | 2.6 | 1.5 | 0.7 |
| apple | 32 | 0.0 | 8.9 | 0.0 | 2.0 |
| Thin Crisp | 42 | 1.4 | 8.2 | 0.3 | 2.5 |
| cottage cheese | 76 | 11.7 | 4.5 | 0.5 | 0.0 |
| Total | 235 | 17 | 36 | 3 | 9 |
It occurred to me to put my sun-dried tomatoes in the food processor to make them easier to sprinkle on my meals. The Julian Graves “health food” chain are the cheapest source of dried tomatoes that I know of – much cheaper than the small supermarket packets.
4:30pm Beef, beans and tomatoes with dumplings + figs + pint of squash
| 452g serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| sun-dried tomatoes | 20 | 0.7 | 2.3 | 1.3 | 0.7 |
| extra virgin olive oil | 25 | 0.0 | 0.0 | 2.7 | 0.0 |
| fat-free yoghurt | 36 | 6.2 | 2.1 | 0.1 | 0.0 |
| soft figs | 79 | 1.0 | 17.6 | 0.5 | 4.2 |
| beans, beef and tomatoes w/dumplings | 272 | 18.7 | 39.7 | 5.0 | 10.8 |
| Total | 431 | 27 | 62 | 10 | 16 |
6:30pm Warmed apple + coffee
With Marcus, after trying an apple on my new cheese grater box from Ikea.
8:40pm Braised cabbage with cottage cheese + frozen banana
| 322g serving | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| sun-dried tomatoes | 20 | 0.7 | 2.3 | 1.3 | 0.7 |
| honey | 30 | 0.1 | 7.2 | 0.0 | 0.0 |
| extra virgin olive oil | 33 | 0.0 | 0.0 | 3.7 | 0.0 |
| balsamic vinegar | 34 | 0.1 | 7.4 | 0.0 | 0.0 |
| cabbage | 70 | 4.4 | 10.6 | 1.0 | 6.5 |
| cottage cheese | 72 | 11.1 | 4.3 | 0.5 | 0.0 |
| banana | 80 | 1.0 | 20.6 | 0.3 | 2.4 |
| Total | 339 | 17 | 52 | 7 | 9 |
The day’s totals:
| Day 240 | calories | protein | carbs | fat | fibre |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Breakfast | 235 | 17 | 36 | 3 | 9 |
| Lunch | 431 | 27 | 62 | 10 | 16 |
| Snack | 32 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 2 |
| Dinner | 339 | 17 | 52 | 7 | 9 |
| Other drinks | 100 | ||||
| Total | 1,137 | 61 | 160 | 20 | 36 |
| 23% | 60% | 17% | |||
| Allowance | 1,200 | 75 – 105g 25 – 35% |
120 – 165g 40 – 55% |
33 – 40g 25 – 30% |
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