Sleepy Saturday
I kinda fell of the wagon a bit yesterday, and kinda continued it today.
Hotdogs 400 (I ate these loads as a kid, and couldn’t believe how foul they were today…)
Bounty 380
Chinese Takeaway 1500?
*shrug*
Fish! On a Friday!
I could barely contain my excitement for having fish, chips, mushy peas and biscuits today, I’ve thought of little else since hatching the idea a day or two ago…
Fish n Chips n Mushy Peas (oh how glorious it was, I started stuffing the chips in as I loaded my plate with them…) 1000?
Cookies 520 (and it was only half a box… must hide that…)
And then, an hour later…
Cookies 520 (just knowing there was yummy biscuits in the house was too much for me to resist… just 2 of them would have been enough, but I somehow think buying a tiny chocolate treat is bad value for money or something… maybe I need to challenge that thinking…)
So then I didn’t eat anything for hours and hours, until I got a bit annoyed later in the evening, so had on the drive home
Crisps 180
And then when I got home
A whole avocado, with some Finn Thins. I’ve no idea how many calories, and, to be honest, I’ve given up caring today. I set today up as a splurge day, a day for not caring, and that seems to be what I’ve done. But, note, today is the sort of day I’ve been having 3, 4, 5 times a week in the last few months…
Tomorrow is another day.
It’s the End of the Week as We Know It
Yesterday I kept track of the food in my browser instead of in my notebook and then, like an idiot, closed the browser. I won’t be doing that again.
I had my morning coffee as usual, then we had pork and beans and rice for lunch. I made the pork and beans earlier and had been thinking of it as a starter – but I couldn’t think of a light main course to go with it so I added the rice and some tomatoes instead to bulk it out. It was not really a good meal – the portions felt small when I served and we both agreed we felt hungry afterwards.
Dinner was better, I found these little lean ham steaks at 109 calories each so we had those with sauerkraut and boiled potatoes. Sauerkraut is great in terms of low-cal but the problem is that I’ve been eating it all my life and I expect the flavours of ham and sausage and liverwurst to come through. So at the moment, it just tastes like a disappointment.
I bought cottage cheese and I really wanted to eat it after dinner but I decided to allow myself extra Options instead.
The total came out to under 1,100 but I can’t be bothered trying to recreate the detail again.
This afternoon guests arrived so we’ll be off the diet doing restaurants and entertaining. I had already made a pot of Manila Chicken and Tamarind soup which needed eating so that helped resist any temptation to quit the diet early (that is, before dinner time). I need to remember to do that in future.
I finally have the wii fit that we got for Christmas and set it all up. It looks like a lot of fun! I did my half hour of training (takes about an hour because of all the bumph and motivational stuff) but I enjoyed the steps which is done like a dance routine with a crowd cheering at you. The hula hooping and slalom look fun too. I don’t think it would replace a serious workout but for someone like me who struggles to do daily exercise, I think it might help.
The worst thing about it though, is that after you put in your height and weight, it works out your BMI and then applies it to your mii (your avatar) – I felt heartbroken as I watched it go all plump! I suppose the point is to help motivate you by watching it slim back down but it was a bit sad.
I’ve set it up with a goal of losing 10 kilos in 6 months. We’ll see how it goes.
Horizon: Why Are Thin People Not Fat?
Recommended viewing:
Horizon – Why Are Thin People Not Fat?
Monday 26 January, BBC 2
Watch online with iPlayer or if you’re outside the UK.
It is estimated that there are now more people on the planet at risk from obesity-related diseases than there are suffering from starvation. Western society in the 21st century is eating itself into an early grave but, while the ranks of the overweight and obese are swelling, there is a significant proportion of the population who are apparently immune to this phenomenon.
Horizon – the BBC’s flagship science strand – sets out to discover what is keeping these people thin. Are some people really able to consume as much as they like without becoming obese? If so, how do they do it?
Ten volunteers have agreed to eat double their normal intake of calories over four weeks to see how their bodies cope with a month-long chocolate, cake and fast-food frenzy.
The test is based on a 1967 experiment on Vermont State Prison inmates, in which medical researcher Ethan Simms recruited a group of prisoners to eat as much as they could until they had gained an extra 25 per cent of their original body weight. The reward was early release. Despite eating up to 10,000 calories per day, only six of the nine who took part succeeded. The experiment seemed to show that, however available and calorie-rich food is, not everyone will become overweight.
More than 40 years on, Horizon, with the help of Swedish scientist Fredrik Nystrom from the University of Linkoping, follows the volunteers over the course of the month to find out what is happening to the extra calories they are consuming, and why their bodies respond in such different ways.
Horizon also meets Professor Jane Wardle from University College London, who is exploring whether eating habits are genetic or learned, and Dr Nikhil Dhurandhar, who believes a virus could be responsible for some cases of obesity.
The programme asks whether obesity has an evolutionary advantage, if there could be a genetic basis to will-power, and whether people have a natural weight that their bodies strive to maintain, however much they eat or exercise.
There’s a good review by John Beresford on TV Scoop:
As a fat person who’s struggled all his life to stay on the acceptable side of obese (and largely – haha! – failed), I was slap bang in the target audience for the first of a new series of Horizon, which set out to redress the balance of research into weight gain and weight loss. 99% of all studies look at people who are already fat and try to work out how they got that way. This time, Horizon took 10 slim people and investigated what would happen to them if they were forced to spend four weeks eating twice as many calories as they normally do. The result was one of the most fascinating insights into body size ever broadcast. more…
Day 390: Cold feet
This evening I tried some of Frank’s Ben & Jerry’s chocolate fudge brownie frozen yoghurt.
Immediately after finishing the last spoonful, I had a desperate urge to fill my bowl again. It was bit scary. I happened to be watching a Horizon programme about obesity and resisted. After 5 mins, the urge had completely dissipated.
I remembered that either in this or a previous programme I’d seen, a doctor had said that refined sugar and flour were iffy because they are like a drug to the brain which demands more. I figured that this is what must have happened after eating the ice cream and what must have happened the two times I had the fruit cream liqueur, when I went back for more… several times!
Knowledge is power. And with this new-found knowledge, and now knowing I only need to ride out the urgency to get more for a few minutes, I hope that it will be easier to resist.
Morning drink: fresh coffee
10:40am Ham and cheese salad sandwich + nectarine

Morning drink: pint of fizzy squash
2pm Tomato, vegetable and bean soup with nuts and cheese + clementine

3:50pm Kale with egg (white) and cheese and sweet chilli yoghurt + tea

7:15pm Vegetarian chilli with sun-dried tomatoes and Thin Crisps + pint of fizzy squash

7:40pm Ben & Jerry’s frozen yoghurt
100g = 180 calories. What’s crazy about my two days of ice-cream eating, is that I don’t actually enjoy chocolate ice cream.

Evening drink: pint of fizzy squash
12:30am Mandarin
Sitting next to Frank with the frozen yoghurt. I was tempted to have some but had fruit instead. Remembering my reaction earlier also helped me resist. (Although I’d be happier if I hadn’t needed the fruit in its place.)
Thursday Torpedo
Oatibix, banana 300
The hugest Subway* Sub you’ve ever seen 1000
Soup + chickpeas 450
And then early to bed (a little hungry) before I eat anymore…
Total 1750
I weighed myself last night, and was alarmed and amazed to see I was 3 pounds lighter than the other day. I putting that down to a weighing anomaly, I shalln’t believe it until consistent readings are achieved over time…
Tomorrow I’m having Fish, Chips and Mushy Peas (it being Friday, and that), I’ve already got it planned. I’ll probably buy some cookies too. (That’s 1500 already then…)
Though, the fish and chips are probably similar calories to the huge sub I had today. I guessed at a 1000 calories for it, I’m thinking it might have been nearer 800 now I think about it, but, overestimating calories is better than under…
* Subway today announced 600 new stores and 7000 jobs…
Maybe Less of the Butter
| Breakfast | Milky coffee | 30 |
|---|---|---|
| Sub-total | 30 | |
| Lunch | 25g courgette | 4 |
| 25g button mushroom | 6 | |
| 25g red pepper | 15 | |
| 100g oyster mushroom | 43 | |
| 9g butter | 65 | |
| 2 eggs | 140 | |
| Sub-total | 273 | |
| Dinner | Salad | 127 |
| Baked Chicken | 330 | |
| Marinade | 30 | |
| Sub-total | 487 | |
| Dessert | 100g banana | 89 |
| Goat’s yogurt | 85 | |
| Honey, 1 teaspoon | 21 | |
| Sub-total | 195 | |
| Nightcap | Options Hot Chocolate | 64 |
| Sub-total | 64 | |
| Total Calories | 1,049 | |
